Tuesday, March 17, 2015

Positive Perspectives

Late night ponder..
Thinking about if what I have is worth it.
If what I have is what I want.

Deep down I know that without it I couldn't live the same. But with it I am being held back from going out and living my life.

Some moments are happier than others.
Some days are easier than others.

All I want in life is to have a positive platform underneath me and to be surrounded by people who lift me up.

If being around you makes me feel like I am free dancing in a garden of butterflies, you are the kind of person I want and need in my life.

If you are holding me back from chasing my dreams, I hope I gain the strength to let you slip out of my reach.

Poisonous people can go elsewhere. I know who I want in my life. 

It's all about perspective and making changes.

Lily (love you guys)

Sunday, March 15, 2015


Do you believe in soul mates?
Do you believe that you can meet someone and fall for them within hours of being with them? 
Or when you just look at someone and think, "Wow he/she is really lovely. I would like to get to know them more." And then for some strange reason they are all you think about for the next few days.

It is so odd to me to think how easily we can care so much for a person we barely have met. But what I wonder is if we all truly have soul mates? Is there really somebody out there that we are destin to spend our lives with? What if right now we are seeing and dating different people and it's all just a lesson? I always wonder if the person I love right at this moment will mean something to me 25 years from now. It's really weird to think about, I know. But am I the only one who asks myself these questions? All I want to know is, is there actually someone out there for me that I will spend the rest of forever with? Why can't I just meet them already instead of falling for other people to only get heartbroken?

Anyways, till next time beautiful readers.


Wednesday, March 11, 2015


Hi, everybody. 
I have been wanting to go on a little rant about social media.

It has completely taken over and it's almost like a war ground. We are behind this computer or phone screen where nobody can see us and that sometimes leads us to acting like we are someone that we are not truly. 

Social networking has become such an easy place to bully and bring others down. Coming from someone who has been bullied over the Internet, it is the absolute worst because the people behind a screen are not scared to say hurtful things. They may not say it to your face, but on the Internet they will go full force to bring you down. 

What is the point in this? What is the point in judging how someone else is living? We were all brought into this world as unique individuals and we have the right to spend our time here on Earth doing things for ourselves. Life is far too short to live worrying about what others will think or say about you. I am so glad that I have realized that!

We spend so much time trying to do things to feel "accepted" and sometimes those things are not what we actually want. 

If you're one of these people who bullies over the Internet, think about how harmful it is to that persons life. Depression is so common these days and we can't let it increase anymore. You may not think you are bullying, you may say you're just joking around when you make a mean comment, but everyone reads things differently. Especially when it is not said face to face. 

If this is happening to you, I am always open to talk. I have been in your position and I would love to help as many people as I can to fight the feelings. Just this January I lost my best friend to suicide and I would not wish this pain on anyone.  If you need help, please get it. I promise you there are people out there who care and want to make you happy. (Me being one of them) remember you are all beautiful and perfect in each of your own ways.


Tuesday, March 10, 2015


Good morning, sunshine!

Today I am going out and doing something I love.

I have decided it is time to change my ways of being lazy and cooped up in my room all day.
I am having a beach day! How exciting.

Having days for yourself is healthy for your mind and also makes you a happier person. Sometimes its the smallest things that can have the biggest impact on our lives. Make yourself a coffee, do some yoga, hangout with your friends, put some make up on and have a photoshoot. Do what makes YOU happy. Today is a perfect day to think about yourself. Why start tomorrow when you can do it right now?

Try doing something today that makes you smile. Comment below what you have chosen to do. ♡ Have a lovely day and enjoy yourself.

Beach Check List:
Adorable sunglasses
A brand new bikini
Yoga mat
Tanning lotion
And my far too white skin

Bring on the sun, Florida!

Till next time.

Monday, March 9, 2015


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Little Girl, Big Sea

You know that feeling sometimes where you feel like everything you do -- isn't good enough? I put my absolute best into everything that I try and I am still failing. This makes me so insecure and I despise that feeling! I just want to change everything about myself and start over as a whole new person.

Its like I am being thrown out into the ocean with a float and I am still managing to drown. Now I am so deep under that it makes it harder for me to push my way up to air. Oh how I need to just breathe, so bad. To feel that relief and satisfactions, thats what I dream.

If you ever feel like this and you know what I am going through, comment below ways that you cope with this. It is always better to not feel alone in a tough situation.